I have given the Lord every reason to drop kick me to the curve, but thanks be to Jesus, Who sits at the right hand side of the Father interceding for me. I chased after someone that is not God. I fell in love with a man and not God. This man replaced God. I fell in love with an agnostic, smoking, drinking, divorced father of three. I'm shaking my head as I type this out of shame. The love of God is so great.
God knew this would happen. He had a plan to counter this. He gave me a friend at work who has been ministering to me almost every night. He has taught me about the strength that God gives us, the value of myself, and the issue at hand with my feelings. I will speak of these things in greater detail. Believe you me, there are lessons to all of this that will come out to myself and others. In the mean time, I'm going to pursue God, the way God has pursued me. No more idolizing a man. No more chasing after a man. No more ungodly actions or thoughts. It's time to pursue God and His purpose in my life. It's time to be the godly Christian that God has called me to be-a woman of God, a woman with a purpose. I type this believing that I can do all things through Christ Who strengthens me (Philippians 4:13). God has made me to be more than a conqueror. (Romans 8:37). God is so Great!!! #revitalizedtime #thankingGodforHisawesomenessandlove
Church continue to pray for me and I will pray for us as well. Let us be of one body on one accord. To God be the Glory for this day and forevermore!
Closing Scripture:
Romans 8:31-39
King James Version (KJV)
31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I love ya'll.
Mary