Disappointment

     This is the first time I have been back on blogger for awhile. Sadly, it's not for good news. I have to say that I have been battling some crippling issues w/ my spiritual life, but I'm also struggling through disappointment w/ the churches in this country and w/ this country. Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu, who I wholeheartedly support, spoke to congress about the very bad deal that the White House and Iran are trying to complete. He is right. It is a very bad deal, but that is a topic for another time. Right now, the fact that the churches in this country could allow our President to treat the Prime Minister of Israel badly is unacceptable. No one has said one thing about this. The lack of support from this country for the Prime Minister is unacceptable. I literally just got done crying for seeing this. This country knows better. The church knows better, but none are doing better.

     We shouldn't be surprised w/ this though. We are living in the end times. I just find it disturbing and quite frankly, am disappointed w/ my country and the church. Honestly, I'm not in love w/ this country anymore nor w/ the church. Both have lost their appeal. When we lose God and when we lose what He told us, there is nothing useful nor appealing to us. We are ugly. We are dirty. We are a disappointment. I apologize deeply to the Prime Minister for the lack of action of my country, the horrific President that we have, and for the churches not leading. I'm so sorry. Prayerfully, we will get our stuff together. Something tells me that won't be the case. For God, I issue an apology for me not doing the things I need to do, but also for the sorrowfulness of this country.

Time for Prayer,

Mary

"And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed," Genesis 12:3.