Election Day

     Thank the Good Lord that election day is almost here. The nastiness & viciousness of this election have left a bitter taste in my mouth. This has been a worldwide embarrassment. We have sunk so low as a nation, it will be hard for us to climb out of it. Of course, if we have the Lord Jesus Christ, He will get us out of it. Having said that, it requires that we go back to the Lord. 2 Chronicles 7:14 KJV states, "If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land." We have to humble ourselves, pray, seek His face, & turn from our wicked ways. We as a nation have to admit that we need help, & stop allowing sin to pollute our nation. My hope is not in any man; it's in the Lord Jesus Christ. I pray that this nation will turn back. I pray that my brothers & sisters in Christ will draw closer to Jesus. I pray that I draw closer to Jesus & that I, too, get back on track.

     Praying for this Nation.

Beauty

     I have been struggling w/ my body image for awhile. It seems to have increased w/ the weight loss. The Word of God let's me know that I'm fearfully & wonderfully made. "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well," Psalm 139:14 KJV. I love this scripture, but I still struggle. My body seems to be blah. I'm disgusted w/ the shape of it . I try to tell myself that it will be better when I get the skin removal surgery.  Yet, I can't help but feel that I will be disappointed no matter what.
     No matter what, societal pressures do not help. I try to ignore what society values. However, I look around & see all these skinny, beautiful blondes. Even though I'm a size 12 & no longer 380lbs, I still fill fat. Beauty is dictated by society, but also by ourselves. The truth is that I have to accept my body & my image. If I was supposed to be something else, God would have made me something else. Prayerfully, this self loathing will go away.

Prayers for a Sister.

Restraint is a Blessing

     I have to say that I believe that the ability to restrain oneself is a blessing from the good Lord. Let's think about it; restraining yourself means you're not allowing yourself to do something that could be destructive: emotionally, mentally, spiritually, or physically. One of the fruits of the Spirit is Temperance, which is self control (Galatians 5:22-23). Clearly, God would have us to restrain ourselves. After all, He has restrained Himself.
     God has given us mercy, grace, & compassion. By this, we are allowed to see another day. We're allowed another chance. God could destroy us, but He hasn't. I have lacked temperance in my food, causing me to become overweight. Praise be to God for the surgery & help losing weight, but I have found myself slowly losing control. I have also lost temperance in my anger, allowing myself to cuss. I'm hurting myself physically & spiritually. As I'm blogging, I'm ignoring my stomach telling me to stop.
     Restraint is much needed in our lives. God has it. Don't we want what He has? Don't we want paradise? Don't we want an eternal home with Him?

Restraint in Actions-not Just words!
Mary

Lacking

     It's been awhile since I've blogged. Reasons: laziness, sin, & barely clinging to my Savior. I haven't abandoned Him, but I haven't been pleasing Him either. I pray to get back on track and not just cling, but firmly grasp Him. He is my Lord; He is my Savior. He is my All in All, and yet, I have fallen away from Him. What is wrong w/ me? Simply put: the Bible a day, keeps Satan away. If I'm not reading His Word, I gave no sword, I have no armor. I'm weak. I have nothing protecting me. That's what I have allowed to happen. Pray that I get back on track my Brothers & Sistersn in Christ.

With Love,
Mary