I wish that I could say that I completely love my job or that life is great at my new place. The fact of the matter is that I really want another job outside of dealing with tech support. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for the job I have and the position the Lord has given me. However, it seems as though things are not going great.
I'm so exhausted all the time. I don't know why. I feel so sleepy. Like right now, I feel like going to sleep and will try to in a few. Let's not mention the fact that my friend has not called me or tweeted me or anything else for that matter. She did Facebook me once. I just feel all around horrible. How am I to feel? I feel down. I feel alone. I feel like more bad things have come out of this. Let's add to the fact that in another week I will begin taking calls. So, nervous about this.Yet, I know that the Lord has blessed me with it. I'm going to have to rely 100% on Him for a physical, emotional, & spiritual rejuvenation. Because I definitely need it.
I'm going to lay down right now. I'm so exhausted it isn't funny. I feel like crying because of all of these things and the fact that I'm physically so spent. So frustrating. Lord help me! My help & strength comes from the Lord!
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