If It's Not One Thing...

     I found out officially yesterday that my brother has stage 2 throat cancer. He is going to start chemo. I had to take a breather. I'm sorry, but it's really a shock. My brother is 30 years old. I didn't see that one coming. You know my brother & all of us have typical brother & sister relationships. We argue & sometimes fight but I love him still. It's hard because he can't talk about it. My mom thinks that he is scared. I can't blame him. I am too. I know that the Lord didn't give us a spirit of fear, but I am worried for my brother. The only thing I can do is put everything in God's hands.

    Let's not mention that my blood sugar is doing weird things. Yesterday, it was at 78. After I ate it went up to 103. This morning it was at 58. It could explain why I am so exhausted. It's not depression after all. So that's good. Having said that, I'm going to the doctor soon to see what's up. I pray that it is nothing serious like diabetes or typhoid or low iron. I pray it's just my body trying to tell me that I need to lose weight asap.

     My brothers and sisters in Christ, pray for me. Pray for my family. We need all the prayers that we can get. I love each and everyone of you.

Until Next Time...Lord's Willing

Your Sister in Christ

Mary